February 2010
22 posts
January 2010
14 posts
crap.
this is the worst part. for me, anyways.
once you and a person admit their feelings for each other, that person wants to be all flirty flirty, touchy feely when they’re around you. even when there are other people, people who do not know about the feelings, around. i hate when that happens. because i’m not a huge fan of PDA, or anything of that sort. especially when me and a guy...
crap.
this is the worst part. for me, anyways.
once you and a person admit their feelings for each other, that person wants to be all flirty flirty, touchy feely when they’re around you. even when there are other people, people who do not know about the feelings, around. i hate when that happens. because i’m not a huge fan of PDA, or anything of that sort. especially when me and a guy...
why. why. why.
i’m trying to figure out exactly why i have these feelings for you. is that even possible ? some people say that you just sense it, it’s not something that you can pin point exactly why. but that’s just the person i am - exact and OCD-ish. so would that mean that, being that type of person, i’d be able to find the exact reasons as to why i like someone ?
UGH. i...
“i know it’s just a smile, but it gets me every time.”
pink.
dear pink,
i know you’re sorry. it’s so hard for me to not be mad at you for what happened, and you know why. i’m that kind of person. i’m trying to get over it. because we’re suppose to be best friends. and best friends forgive. but you do understand why i was so enraged, right ? and i did explain to you as much as i could in that message: it’s not just...
chapters.
in these past few months, there have been so many new chapters in my life. they start, and most of them only last for a few pages. before i know it, i’m reading the final sentence of the chapter. you still hear about those chapters throughout the whole book, but it never really happens again, you know ? i’m not sure if you can understand that metaphor, but it definitely makes...
“why be a second rate self, when you can be a first rate you?”
– donny freaking awesome tran.
confession.
dear you,
i have this confession to make. i like you. i’ve kind of liked you for almost a year now, but you would have never noticed, right ? yes, i’m really skilled at hiding my feelings. i sort of think you’re amazing. i love the moments when you open up to me, because it gives me the idea that you’re comfortable with talking to me. it reminds me of our friendship,...
tuesday.
just another tuesday. woke up late for school, missed half of first period math. it wasn’t one of the best days, but not one of the worst either. i just kind of want to get this school year over with. graduate and then be done with it. even if high school will be 10 times worse, i’d rather be there than be stuck with the people who i’m with now. hopefully, wednesday won’t...
beginning.
haha, well i’m new to this whole tumblr thing. so i dont really know what to say. i guess i’ll start off with how i’m feeling right at this moment in my life.
i feel like, being the age i am, all this - i wouldn’t call it drama - complicated stuff going on with me is so overwhelming. and it’s not like any of it really has to do with other people. it’s my...